Meela woke up late. So groggy, she moaned to herself. She poked an arm out of the warm sleep nest and prodded her phone, ten o’clock? She pushed the pile of covers off and rubbered her eyes. Why hadn’t Mom woken her up? Through the door she heard nothing. The house was silent, no kettle whistling, no calls to her little brother to stop watching...Read More
I just made the appointment for a CT/PET scan. It’s been almost a year. mid May 2014 is when I finished radiation, mid February was when I stopped chemotherapy. This week was a bit of an upset in small ways. I had realized that three times now I’ve started working out. Which is amazing. I feel good enough to work out! But every time...Read More
Words have power. Knowing what it is you are speaking and being precise about it does matter. I love looking up the definition of words and then playing with that, I have done it before here on my blog, and I’m gonna do it again. 🙂 Let’s talk Radiation. That word is defined simply as the emission of energy as electromagnetic waves or as...Read More
As a recent session reminded me, transformation isn’t always pretty. In fact it rarely is. My own stumbling path towards my self has shown me this time and time again, but a reminder is always welcome. I’ve spent many nights lately wondering what this life is all about. There is so much pain, and so much suffering on the globe right now, and I’ve had a few sleepless nights wondering why.Read More
I did it! It’s a poem I wrote some years ago, but it felt right to get something out before it started raining again, something about spring and love. This is just the first stanza. Stanza two will be next week! I can’t tell you how difficult it seemed to be to make this happen. Yet I’m excited to get the creativity flowing again, to renew my love affair with the written word.
A meditation on getting creativity flowing on Friday. Ciao!Read More
I used to consider myself an artist and a writer. Gosh that seems so long ago. Recently as I hear is common at 40 (ha I can hear the midlife crisis jokes now) But honestly that seems to be a large part of this age, and I’m sure it will continue. I am questioning what my values and ideals are and making sure my life is in alignment with them. For me the time period between college and say 34 I was caught up in life…babies, jobs, boyfriends, girlfriends, moving, career etc. At 34 though began my journey to become a healer, and to as I said, bring my life in alignment with my values.Read More